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=) This letter really made my day, Jillian. You’ve grown up to be such a strong and beautiful woman. I’ve always felt a little bad for leaving you at dad’s when I moved out after high school, because that was the time you were starting to grow up and could have used a big sister, but you turned out just fine! Know that I, too, am always available if you need me!
jillianlueras:

Day 04: A Letter to my Sibling(s)-
(Left to right: Alyssa (23), Britany (25), the little girl is Emily (11), Ryan (17), and me Jillian (20 1/2) lol. Alyssa and I can’t stand having to behave for family photos. This is as good as it gets.. making weird faces, not smiling, and stuff haha.
   Sorry that you’re in your cap and gown for this one Britany, but it’s the only picture we have with everyone.
      Britany and Alyssa,
             You two are the closest people in my life, we’ve been through Hell together and nobody else, but you two will EVER understand the depth of so much of who I am, because of that. I know you guys took a lot of things harder, because you are older and understood what was actually going on most of the time and I don’t mind being the strong one for you guys, but I hope you know that I know exactly how you are feeling and you can talk to me about it. Recently, a lot of emotions have come up for us all, because of rotten e-mails and phone calls, but even if I’m the youngest of us three I still would do anything to protect you guys. You’ve both taught me a lot growing up and I really don’t think I would be who I am today if I didn’t have you guys to look up to and learn from. You guys basically raised me, emotionally. Thank you sisters! <3
Ryan,
     Man, you were such a little shit when we were kids. I used to color on your blankets with crayons and rip all your posters off the wall when you were gone, because I hated you!! hahahah. But now, I love you so much! You’re the coolest little brother and I’m glad you’re funny and fun to hang out with. I know you are in a odd stage in your life right now and sort of messing up, but that’s normal teenage stuff. You’re smart and I know you will straighten up. I’m pray every night that you make good decisions and keep good friends. Stay out of trouble, kid. You’re actions don’t only affect you, but our whole family, because we LOVE you! Be good.
Emily,
      I’m trying my hardest to be a good role model and teach you things as you get older before I move out on my own. I think I’m doing a good job, but you were already a good kid, you would have figured it out on your own sooner or later. You’re going to be in middle school next year! Growing too fast. I hope you go out and try new things, don’t be too afraid of change. I’ll always be there to paint your nails, help pick out an outfit, do your hair for school dances and all those things. As you get older I hope you know that you can come to me for advice or to get away from parents and stuff lol. I pray you make good decisions as you get older.
I’m so thankful that I get along with all my sisters and my brother. They are all so cool and funny and very down-to-Earth. I couldn’t have asked for better siblings, I love y’all!!

=) This letter really made my day, Jillian. You’ve grown up to be such a strong and beautiful woman. I’ve always felt a little bad for leaving you at dad’s when I moved out after high school, because that was the time you were starting to grow up and could have used a big sister, but you turned out just fine! Know that I, too, am always available if you need me!

jillianlueras:

Day 04: A Letter to my Sibling(s)-

(Left to right: Alyssa (23), Britany (25), the little girl is Emily (11), Ryan (17), and me Jillian (20 1/2) lol. Alyssa and I can’t stand having to behave for family photos. This is as good as it gets.. making weird faces, not smiling, and stuff haha.

   Sorry that you’re in your cap and gown for this one Britany, but it’s the only picture we have with everyone.

      Britany and Alyssa,

             You two are the closest people in my life, we’ve been through Hell together and nobody else, but you two will EVER understand the depth of so much of who I am, because of that. I know you guys took a lot of things harder, because you are older and understood what was actually going on most of the time and I don’t mind being the strong one for you guys, but I hope you know that I know exactly how you are feeling and you can talk to me about it. Recently, a lot of emotions have come up for us all, because of rotten e-mails and phone calls, but even if I’m the youngest of us three I still would do anything to protect you guys. You’ve both taught me a lot growing up and I really don’t think I would be who I am today if I didn’t have you guys to look up to and learn from. You guys basically raised me, emotionally. Thank you sisters! <3

Ryan,

     Man, you were such a little shit when we were kids. I used to color on your blankets with crayons and rip all your posters off the wall when you were gone, because I hated you!! hahahah. But now, I love you so much! You’re the coolest little brother and I’m glad you’re funny and fun to hang out with. I know you are in a odd stage in your life right now and sort of messing up, but that’s normal teenage stuff. You’re smart and I know you will straighten up. I’m pray every night that you make good decisions and keep good friends. Stay out of trouble, kid. You’re actions don’t only affect you, but our whole family, because we LOVE you! Be good.

Emily,

      I’m trying my hardest to be a good role model and teach you things as you get older before I move out on my own. I think I’m doing a good job, but you were already a good kid, you would have figured it out on your own sooner or later. You’re going to be in middle school next year! Growing too fast. I hope you go out and try new things, don’t be too afraid of change. I’ll always be there to paint your nails, help pick out an outfit, do your hair for school dances and all those things. As you get older I hope you know that you can come to me for advice or to get away from parents and stuff lol. I pray you make good decisions as you get older.

I’m so thankful that I get along with all my sisters and my brother. They are all so cool and funny and very down-to-Earth. I couldn’t have asked for better siblings, I love y’all!!

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